Thomas S. Monson Vision and Others As Well

By Nicole Hilton, June 4th, 2018             Last night, after we had three sets of people from different central American countries over for dinner and I drove one of them home (D—I tried to help him also with his suicidal feelings), I still felt depressed as I sat downstairs in my rocking chair. Mom satContinue reading Thomas S. Monson Vision and Others As Well

For Those of Us With Suicidal Ideation in Psychosis

By Nicole Hilton, April 22nd, 2018 And they came over unto the other side of the sea, into the country of the Gadarenes, which is over against Galilee. And when he went forth to land, there met him out of the city a certain man, which had devils for a long time, and he wouldContinue reading “For Those of Us With Suicidal Ideation in Psychosis”

From the Dust: My Susa Young Gates Experience

By Nicole Marie Hilton, September 28th, 2016 On the 21st of September, 2016, I found myself leaning up against the face of a granite headstone, reading an old book whose spine was so broken and cracked with age I had been surprised to find it. But there it had been—nestled on a common shelf inContinue reading “From the Dust: My Susa Young Gates Experience”

Levels of Exaltation, Devilish Devices, and The White City

By Nicole Marie Hilton, Friday, October 7, 2022             I spoke on the phone with a man in, I think, 2019 who has the ability to see with his pineal gland anything the Spirit wishes him to see—he is called a Seer, and he’s also LDS—I’ve never met him before and I can’t remember hisContinue reading Levels of Exaltation, Devilish Devices, and The White City

The Stone Which Was Set At Nought

By Nicole Marie Hilton in her hospital room October 1, 2022             I randomly just turned to Acts chapter 4, verse 11: “This is the stone which was set at naught of you builders, which is become the head of the corner.”             Isn’t that such beautiful imagery?             It’s like saying that James andContinue reading The Stone Which Was Set At Nought

The Sign of the Dove

By Nicole Hilton, April 23rd, 2018 to present             Today my heart is full. I started getting my spiritual gifts back today—mainly the gift of being able to ask any question (as inspired of the Lord) and having it be answered in the most miraculous ways. Sometimes it was the whispering of the spirit, sometimesContinue reading The Sign of the Dove

Unconditional Love and Hand Symbolism

By Nicole Hilton, June 5th, 2018             Today I woke up feeling empty and depressed. It’s a feeling extremely familiar to me, which always sets in after a wonderful spiritual experience. (Such as I had yesterday with President Monson visiting me.) I should have expected it…but I keep on hoping that one day I’m goingContinue reading Unconditional Love and Hand Symbolism