Author Archives: Nicole Marie Hilton

By Nicole Hilton, June 4th, 2018             Last night, after we had three sets of people from different central American countries over for dinner and I drove one of them home (D—I tried to help him also with his suicidal feelings), I still felt depressed as I sat downstairs in my rocking chair. Mom satContinue reading “Thomas S. Monson Vision and Others As Well“

By Nicole Hilton, April 22nd, 2018 And they came over unto the other side of the sea, into the country of the Gadarenes, which is over against Galilee. And when he went forth to land, there met him out of the city a certain man, which had devils for a long time, and he wouldContinue reading “For Those of Us With Suicidal Ideation in Psychosis”

By Nicole Marie Hilton, March 2018             I discovered this trick while walking around Costco today. I was a bit sullen because there was a huge blemish on my face, which felt like the size of Jupiter. Honestly, I didn’t want to look anyone straight in the eye, and I quickly pushed my cart towardsContinue reading “The Godmother Game”

By Nicole Marie Hilton, September 28th, 2016 On the 21st of September, 2016, I found myself leaning up against the face of a granite headstone, reading an old book whose spine was so broken and cracked with age I had been surprised to find it. But there it had been—nestled on a common shelf inContinue reading “From the Dust: My Susa Young Gates Experience”

by Nicole Marie Hilton, Thursday October 6th, 2022

featuring Do You Wanna Build a Snowman Parody and other things by Nicole Marie Hilton, Thursday, October 6th, 2022 If there’s one thing that will help you get through anything, it’s faith–the belief that you are alive for a reason and that life is worth living–even if you have to cling to life by theContinue reading “Hilarity in Heaven”

By Nicole Marie Hilton in her hospital room October 1, 2022             I randomly just turned to Acts chapter 4, verse 11: “This is the stone which was set at naught of you builders, which is become the head of the corner.”             Isn’t that such beautiful imagery?             It’s like saying that James andContinue reading “The Stone Which Was Set At Nought“

By Nicole Hilton, April 23rd, 2018 to present             Today my heart is full. I started getting my spiritual gifts back today—mainly the gift of being able to ask any question (as inspired of the Lord) and having it be answered in the most miraculous ways. Sometimes it was the whispering of the spirit, sometimesContinue reading “The Sign of the Dove“

By Nicole Hilton, June 5th, 2018             Today I woke up feeling empty and depressed. It’s a feeling extremely familiar to me, which always sets in after a wonderful spiritual experience. (Such as I had yesterday with President Monson visiting me.) I should have expected it…but I keep on hoping that one day I’m goingContinue reading “Unconditional Love and Hand Symbolism“

This is a movie I recorded one night after Ubering around Salt Lake City years ago. I had picked up a girl who had lost her job, her boyfriend dumped her, and she’d been raped all in one night. I gave her some chocolate and we cried together in the back seat of my ToyotaContinue reading “Unbelievable Uber”