Windows or Mirrors?

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By Nicole Marie Hilton, June 10th, 2018

I thought I was surrounded by windows

Windows in the eyes of the people walking around me

Talking to me

Glancing at me

I’d look into their eyes and think

This person needs to change


Or That…

When really I was surrounded by mirrors

All these mirrors I was looking into

Like God Himself has been talking to me

I realize what I see needs changing

Needs to begin with me

Until I become like Monson

And see only the good in the mirrors

Around me

Published by Nicole Marie Hilton

Hi, I'm Nicole. I suffer from amnesia and multiple personalities caused by childhood trauma and a gauntlet of spiritual Satanic abuse. Professionals refer to this as Dissociative Identity Disorder and Satanic Ritual Abuse (DID/SRA). The wounds and evil programming from DID/SRA create a continuing cycle of spiritual, emotional, mental, and social destruction for the victim and their loved ones. Most professional therapists misdiagnose or misunderstand it and do more harm than good. Healing requires plunging the very depths of Christ's atonement for the victims and their loved ones. The process exposes Satan's methods and Christ's power, and this knowledge is essential to anyone seeking to ascend above this mortality. This is the story of my wounding and my ongoing healing with my Savior Jesus Christ.

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