“Everyone has the right to tell the truth about her own life.” ― Ellen Bass
And these first six pictures mean the most to me about my life. I hope some of them will have meaning for you too. Please excuse the raw horror of this first one…it’s a ring sculpture and it’s exactly what would happen to me every single night until I was seven years old.
This represents what JJ and I unpacked—everyone’s here: the Nicoles, the Questions, the Nollies, the Whys, the Maries, and the Wonders. I don’t know who painted this, but they are getting downloads from God about my life. Even the red rocks look the sameAnd this…And this.And here’s my favorite 😭
“Trauma is personal. It does not disappear if it is not validated. When it is ignored or invalidated the silent screams continue internally heard only by the one held captive. When someone enters the pain and hears the screams healing can begin.”
It is easier to build strong children than to repair broken men. —Frederick Douglas
And having to do with the last one…
“You can recognize survivors by their courage. When silence is so very inviting, they step forward and share their truth so others know they aren’t alone…”
And I truly apologize for recently focusing on the beams and the motes Thank you Becca C. S. for this one
Hi, I'm Nicole.
I suffer from amnesia and multiple personalities caused by childhood trauma and a gauntlet of spiritual Satanic abuse. Professionals refer to this as Dissociative Identity Disorder and Satanic Ritual Abuse (DID/SRA). The wounds and evil programming from DID/SRA create a continuing cycle of spiritual, emotional, mental, and social destruction for the victim and their loved ones.
Most professional therapists misdiagnose or misunderstand it and do more harm than good. Healing requires plunging the very depths of Christ's atonement for the victims and their loved ones. The process exposes Satan's methods and Christ's power, and this knowledge is essential to anyone seeking to ascend above this mortality.
This is the story of my wounding and my ongoing healing with my Savior Jesus Christ.
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