Last night, some people—again, for the third time—appeared in my room.
They said, “It’s time to go!! JUMP out of bed and WALK!”
My faith and courage have suffered much over the past four years.
I cried, “I’m afraid!”
They grabbed my arms, I slid to the edge of my bed, and tried to stand.
Wow!!! I could almost stand!
But then, my faith faltered.
What if I broke my leg backward like I did a year (?) ago??
And just like Peter, I sank.
I sank back into my smallness, my brokenness, my fear.
I sat back down on the edge of my bed.
They left.
Published by Nicole Marie Hilton
Hi, I'm Nicole.
I suffer from amnesia and multiple personalities caused by childhood trauma and a gauntlet of spiritual Satanic abuse. Professionals refer to this as Dissociative Identity Disorder and Satanic Ritual Abuse (DID/SRA). The wounds and evil programming from DID/SRA create a continuing cycle of spiritual, emotional, mental, and social destruction for the victim and their loved ones.
Most professional therapists misdiagnose or misunderstand it and do more harm than good. Healing requires plunging the very depths of Christ's atonement for the victims and their loved ones. The process exposes Satan's methods and Christ's power, and this knowledge is essential to anyone seeking to ascend above this mortality.
This is the story of my wounding and my ongoing healing with my Savior Jesus Christ.
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