I was trying to raise money for a robotic Rewalk system…and then this happened.
3/1/2025
I’ve been bedridden for one month because of bedsores (wheelchair deep tissue damage to my sweet tushy from sitting for four years) and I feel like I’m about to burst in frustration! The only solution is to walk again, as this has become a chronic problem and sitting on my butt causes me excruciating pain, thus the rewalk robotic system. I’ve been paralyzed for four years because of a suicide attempt. I’m the writer of the book Prelude in N Minor…which has sold a grand total of two times on Amazon. Yeah, it’s only my life’s work…no biggie. I also need funding for a naturopathic doctor in my town who has personally taken it as his goal to make it so I can sit, again. Please follow me at healingwithchrist.com for my latest news. *picture of butt not included
3/4/2025
Guess what? I had had it with my body just now. I have broken my leg again—just laying there basically wrapped in pillows—It’s been 5 years since my suicide attempt and I had HAD it. My body has been through so much. Broken back twice, broken neck, third degree burns, two comas, 15 different mental hospitals, rape, broken bones, being in a wheelchair, lacerated liver, kidneys shutting down/etc ETCETERA. I simply prayed, “God, please give me a new body.” AND THEN MY TOE MOVED. Like, literally it MOVED. I cannot express how huge this is. I cannot even comprehend it. That this miracle happened right at the moment I gave up and asked for what I REALLY wanted. I haven’t been dreaming too big. I’ve been asking too small.
Monday, March 3rd
Life is strange sometimes. It’s been four years of no feeling below my stomach, and yet…when I “put it out there” with my desire to actually walk again…….. I’m flabbergasted. It’s more amazing than I ever ever thought was possible. It’s inconceivable to my mind…but last night I went into a deep trance and visualized my legs moving. And THEN………… I moved my legs. For real (not just fake this time like it’s been before feeling my spirit body move). MOVED THEM PHYSICALLY. This is unprecedented in my reality. I was so shocked that I broke the trance! So I don’t need $10,000, except to rehabilitate the damage done to my legs from not walking for four years, which I will do with that same naturopathic doctor (I have an appointment with him today—and oh it’s expensive). When I walk again, I will update here. Thank you everyone who’s been so kind so far.
Love, Nicole
Not only did I move my legs, but another crazy amazing thing happened!!!!! The angels, right after I moved them, came and took off what I realized were my training spiritual shoes (leaving the soles), and put on the most glorious fits-like-a-glove boots 👢 truly, a difference like unto terrestrial and celestial.
As different as the Sun is from the moon.
Update: Sunday May 18, 2025
I’ve been attempting to get back into that space of emptiness where I can move my legs, but it hasn’t happened.
So, I’m actually going to save up to go to a meditation retreat.
If you want to help financially, here ya go: https://gofund.me/f59f4c79
Healing with Christ 