How We Talk to Ourselves

By Venetia Garcia

“I once had an extraordinary experience that to this day, I don’t know how it happened.

“I was enjoying nature and completely conscious, when suddenly I dove deep into the hand of someone sitting next to me.

“I felt all her cell’s emotions and amazing intelligence. It was unbelievable how much each single cell was packed with so much emotion. It was like every emotion we feel was as though they feel it 10x stronger.

“I felt the organs in her body and how they are all programmed simply for one thing—and that is to keep us alive! They do so much for us!! There is no ego between each organ, they all work together in complete unison so beautifully.

“I was existing in this place of awe as a tiny microscopic piece of dust and they were quite large.

“At that time this person was emotionally suffering. I felt her from the inside out, it’s hard to explain. Her cells were crying in despair and were in agony. All they wanted was simply for her loved one to place his hand lovingly on hers.

“From that day I realized the power of touch. Her cells were almost dwindling away and were in anguish from having been starved of love. Sadly, not too long later in life this young healthy beautiful person developed cancer and is no longer with us. I often believe it’s her strong emotions that were trapped inside of her and not knowing how to release them is what took her life.

“I’ve had many spiritual experiences and this one is one I will never forget. Love your body from the inside out, it works every second of every day of your life to keep us alive in spite of how we treat it through unhealthy foods and unhealthy thoughts and emotions until it can go on no more.

“Show deep love and appreciation to our organs and cells—and they will truly feel it. No self hatred please!!”

Nicole: Okay. So I have waaaaaaaaay too much emotion sometimes. If you’ve been reading my blog even a little bit, I think you’ll have found that out. THE most successful thing I have found to diminish any “negative” emotions is Sananga. You’ll have to look it up, but basically it’s these eyes drops from South America that feel like they are burning your eyes out of your sockets.

But…it’s a rocket towards feeling 100% better within 10 minutes, more grounded, confident you can deal with anything life throws at you…it gets rid of stuck emotions in the tissues of your body. That, plus Ayahuasca (which is way harder to get to and is sometimes questionable) are THE number 1 things to just…well…DEAL with big emotions.

I get mine on Etsy.

There’s this guy on YouTube who took Sananga every day for thirty days and it completely transformed his life.

Hmmmm…I wonder what would happen if I took Sananga every day for thirty days?

Thus be the journey of Sananga, mate: 🤔🫣😓😳🤯🤯🤯😭😭😭😭😭😭😖😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🫠😭😭😭😭😭🤬😭😭😭😭😭😭…🥹🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🙏👌🙌🙌🙌🙌🥹😅…<shall I do it again, tomorrow?>😟🤐

Published by Nicole Marie Hilton

Hi, I'm Nicole. I suffer from amnesia and multiple personalities caused by childhood trauma and a gauntlet of spiritual Satanic abuse. Professionals refer to this as Dissociative Identity Disorder and Satanic Ritual Abuse (DID/SRA). The wounds and evil programming from DID/SRA create a continuing cycle of spiritual, emotional, mental, and social destruction for the victim and their loved ones. Most professional therapists misdiagnose or misunderstand it and do more harm than good. Healing requires plunging the very depths of Christ's atonement for the victims and their loved ones. The process exposes Satan's methods and Christ's power, and this knowledge is essential to anyone seeking to ascend above this mortality. This is the story of my wounding and my ongoing healing with my Savior Jesus Christ.

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