I had a dream I ran a marathon around and around a track. I won. I loved the feeling of being translated, and running as fast as I could without getting winded. But before, when I was in my trailer, there was a black widow. It crawled toward me. I basically flipped a lid and screamed, while I scrambled to safety. Then I couldn’t find it. I don’t know what this means. —August 15th, 2023
Apparently a black widow symbolizes a hidden truth that’s being ignored…—December 3rd, 2023
I now know those hidden truths. There were three of them, and were earth-shattering and terrifying and beautiful all at the same time.
I’m convinced that God is a drama queen. —May 27th, 2024
Hi, I'm Nicole.
I suffer from amnesia and multiple personalities caused by childhood trauma and a gauntlet of spiritual Satanic abuse. Professionals refer to this as Dissociative Identity Disorder and Satanic Ritual Abuse (DID/SRA). The wounds and evil programming from DID/SRA create a continuing cycle of spiritual, emotional, mental, and social destruction for the victim and their loved ones.
Most professional therapists misdiagnose or misunderstand it and do more harm than good. Healing requires plunging the very depths of Christ's atonement for the victims and their loved ones. The process exposes Satan's methods and Christ's power, and this knowledge is essential to anyone seeking to ascend above this mortality.
This is the story of my wounding and my ongoing healing with my Savior Jesus Christ.
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