Lord, Give Me a Sign!

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By Nicole Marie Hilton, June 2023

“Are you sure you’re listening to the same spirit I’m listening to?” says my dad after I told him I’d be exploring other churches just to get to know the community better and be a missionary where possible.

“I dunno…” I replied.

I had just come from my room, where last night I’d been sobbing on the phone with my ex, JJ, explaining that I had done nothing but FAIL FAIL FAIL for the past two years. I had failed at learning how to meditate, I’d failed at saving up enough money to go on a trip I wanted to go on, I’d failed at getting a job, failed at moving out, failed at writing half a dozen books, failed at becoming a better human being, and failed at receiving good revelation again and again.

Heavenly Father keeps on promising me that I’m on the verge of a big break, but I can’t see how that’s possible.

Have you ever felt this way?

Published by Nicole Marie Hilton

Hi, I'm Nicole. I suffer from amnesia and multiple personalities caused by childhood trauma and a gauntlet of spiritual Satanic abuse. Professionals refer to this as Dissociative Identity Disorder and Satanic Ritual Abuse (DID/SRA). The wounds and evil programming from DID/SRA create a continuing cycle of spiritual, emotional, mental, and social destruction for the victim and their loved ones. Most professional therapists misdiagnose or misunderstand it and do more harm than good. Healing requires plunging the very depths of Christ's atonement for the victims and their loved ones. The process exposes Satan's methods and Christ's power, and this knowledge is essential to anyone seeking to ascend above this mortality. This is the story of my wounding and my ongoing healing with my Savior Jesus Christ.

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